To start off with, I’m very proud of you! This year hasn’t been that great for you! It surely was a rough start… But guess what, you’ve fought out through it… well surely you couldn’t do it all alone!
But two people made it possible for you! One was the person who believed in you regardless of all the crap you talked to them and another was the person who you knew for a year but the last 4 months made them a very important part of your life! Never forget them! They are the real gems of your life!
So there isn’t much I could share with you today but I want you to be proud of everything you have gone through, and mostly, what you’ve become. You still haven’t fought with your insecurities well and you probably won’t for a while, but that’s okay. You’ve come a long way, and You surely have a long way to go. You’ve made some mistakes, and you have so much more to make, but for now, stop being so hard on yourself. Everything will make sense soon. All the hurt and frustration will find its meaning. Remember, you had told yourself last year that everything happens for a particular reason. Well, you are in the exact place you are meant to be right now. So breathe, and trust the course of your life. Accept reality as it comes.
Stop stressing over how you look. You’re fucking handsome! Okay so, you kinda are healthier than most people around but hey, you could work on it! But remember, you are perfect in every way, especially with your flaws. Accept the fact that you’re unique and embrace your insecurities they really aren’t worth it in the long run!
Never be sorry for being “too nice,” because that’s who you are. You care a lot about people and would do anything to help the anyone in need.
Even though you think you are broken, there is so much beauty in your pain. Honestly, you are not broken you are stronger than anything that has tried to tear you down. You are the survivor and not the victim. Don’t be hard on yourself, we both know you are trying your best.
Be selfless, not selfish. Love like you never seen pain before. But, make sure there’s enough love for yourself. You are Strong. You have been through a lot. Thank your past, for it has made you into a better person today.
I do not know, yet, where you’ll end up but I do know that it is going to be a great journey…
Remember what you always lived by “To fall asleep with a dream, and wake up with a purpose!”
P.S. If you’re ever feeling down or unworthy do read this up! You’re Fucking Awesome!